A terrible person
Posted by Jenni Rowell | Filed under Ramblings
I must be into self-inflicted pain because I was on a roll with building this blog and then I just stopped.
I was up to a fairly decent amount of views on this thing and all that jazz and some would think that would make someone even more prone to continue and be more consistent, but that is the opposite of what I did. I dropped the ball. I gave up a little. Why? Seeing as how I am always psycho-analyzing other people, perhaps it’s time to shine the light on my inner demons:
Am I afraid of failure?
I really don’t think that is the problem or I would never have had the guts to start a business.
Do I even want to have millions of readers a year, a month or a day?
No. I would be perfectly content with where I am. It would be nice if I had more comments, but I’ll live.
What’s my problem?
I guess my problem is that I just didn’t feel like it. I did not think I had anything funny, wise or important to say all that often in the past few months so I just have not been posting as often. Seeing as how I am supposed to post everyday, that is just a lot of work and I don’t think I’m up to the challenge.
Now that I’ve been honest with myself, my problem is that I didn’t feel like being a big hit. It obviously just was not that important to me or I would have done what I was supposed to do.
To anyone that actually reads this looking for something amazing, I apologize. I’m off my game in a big way.
In other news, there was a film crew for the better part of Saturday afternoon and evening filming a spot for a non-profit organization. This is now the second time that my humble shop has been used as a set location. The first time was a few months back when a crew came to shoot a series of scenes for an indie film. That was definitely interesting and I got to see a bit of behind-the-scenes action!
I am sure this won’t be the last time that Brew Awakenings is featured on the big screen. I am hoping that someone wants to shoot a music video here… any takers?
I would like to raise money to get about 30 shirts made for the store.
I’ll need about $150 for set-up fee’s, the shipping and of course the shirts!
Any and all donations would be appreciated and I will be happy to give anyone whom considers this cause worthy enough of a $10 or more donation, a free shirt!
seriously.
ciao.
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Abigaillee
